So i've probably never mentioned this, but i hate rules. Whether it be Corporate America or just society in general, the term 'Rule" goes in one ear and out the other with me. The last think i want to be is some stupid clone that only knows what her parents shielded her from and her teachers skated around the truth to make the grand ol' US of A seem like the promised land. Ok so what happened today wasn't quite as big as my liberal views but it did have to do with rules. So basically i am the black sheep of the family. My parents get mad at me every time i try to convince them of that, but live 30 seconds in my place and you'll see that its true. Most people view it as a bad thing but i like it. I like being the first Wright daughter to trek through what needs trekking. My sister is 5 years younger than me and does everything i do but right. I don't really care but the point is today i "disrespected" my sister by telling her that her stupid story was too long at dinner. I wasn't trying to be selfish or anything but forgive me if i don't care at all about the 11 year old boys who were throwing rubberballs at her and her friend at the pool today. Which would have been completely ok with saying if she just said that, but no, it was a 9 minute long conversation in which i wouldn't be suprised if she only took one breath. So me inturrupting this captivating story led to another "talk in the basement". UGH. These "talks" happen at least twice a month. It gets SO repetitive and i admit it is usually my faulth but i'm almost 16 years, not months. So i've been put on a "behavior contract" HA! like this hasn't happened before. So basically now anything i do or say that is disrespectful i get "privledges" taken away. Which i guess includes social plans, my phone, my iTouch, and my computer. But forgive me if this sounds wrong but i think i should be respectful because i want to and need to show respect to my parents and family. Not because i am living in fear of getting my personal belongings taken away. UGH. and then when they say they care about my opinion i tell them, and then completely disregard whatever i say.
So basically i just got my sleepover with hannah taken away that i had planned for tomorrow. but hopeful i can stay clone-enough for the dinner on Friday.
I'll keep it posted.
Love, sex, and magic,
muzicfreak07
About Me
- muzicfreak07
- I'm the kind of girl who can smile and look like the perfect A student, and on the inside be craving to be a rebel. I still want to start a revolution or something worth be remembered for. But how do i do that? When I leave this world, I want to do it knowing that I've made a difference. So that's what I'll do until the cold wind that is death comes blowing through my window.
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